Sunday, March 30, 2014

“The deer bed”.

Psa. 25:15-21 (ESV)
15 My eyes are ever toward the Lord,
    for he will pluck my feet out of the net.
16 Turn to me and be gracious to me,
    for I am lonely and afflicted.
17 The troubles of my heart are enlarged;
    bring me out of my distresses.
18 Consider my affliction and my trouble,
    and forgive all my sins.
19 Consider how many are my foes,
    and with what violent hatred they hate me.
20 Oh, guard my soul, and deliver me!
    Let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you.
21 May integrity and uprightness preserve me,
  
Father.

My heart is soft today. There is openness within my spirit. I am vulnerable and exposed.
Come and shield me, for the arrows of the enemy try to pierce my heart to make me cruel and bitter.

Cover me, in a hidden place known only by us; for it is there my soul waits.
It is there I'll always wait for you.

The enemy hunts and lurks about; near the place of solitude. 
Keep it hidden from him, keep me hidden. And there I'll wait for you.

Come Lord,
For I need you, I need you quickly!

For those of you given to the out of doors, no doubt you have come across a deer bed while stomping about the wood. And it’s this picture that serves as the inspiration for the above. For an animal as elusive as the deer to bed down, it must feel secure, safe from the hunter. It’s this example of security in the midst of a hostile environment that speaks to my heart. When despite your best efforts the world has its way with you, to where do you retreat? Some choose vice, escape, or addiction. But I have found it best to seek a “bed” in the wood. Where like the deer; I too may find the place of secure solitude, safe from those that would prey upon my heart, a place where He will brood over me and I may rest in his protection.



Luther.

Monday, March 24, 2014

“House of sand and fog”.

2 Corinthians 4:6 (NASB)
For God, who said, "Light shall shine out of darkness," is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ”.

When I walk in the thick fog, that blanket which often covers my spirit in the early morning, I move blindly upon the road only led by your voice – only the sound of your heartbeat guiding me home. Let the glory of your daylight, your blazing sun burn away the fog within me, illuminating my path so I may run into your awaiting arms.

There are days when it feels like I’m in a fog. Life’s distractions abound, obscuring my view and my path. It’s these days I think I need Gods light most. And not just myself; but others who dwell in the gross darkness of this world, each day lived in a fog of spiritual deception. Nothing; save Gods light – the illumination his glory brings – has the power to burn off the fog of distraction and deception.
Father; let your light shine today upon those who seek your embrace.

Luther.




Monday, March 17, 2014

“Unexpected change”.

It’s interesting how changes go unnoticed. One day we look up and realize a thing has transformed and instantly were confronted with the new, finding ourselves completely unprepared for the ramifications of that change.

It was just the other day that this type of change struck me. Coming home I fully expected the same routine; pull in driveway – open door – wife fussing about in kitchen – kids making their way to the door to greet me. Yet this day was different; before I could make my way to the kitchen to kiss the wife, I was greeted by another young woman! Who was this? And that’s when the change revealed itself – it was my oldest daughter that was greeting me. In that moment I saw the emerging woman she is becoming, hidden behind a thin veil of youth. I had noticed (like any father does) the physical changes of a maturing body, her new found interest in clothing, and our next foray to the vacant parking lot where I let her get behind the wheel of my truck. I was aware of these things; but this particular moment as I stood not in front of a little girl but an emerging young woman all I could think was, “that was fast”. Facing this new reality I realize how few and short the years are left to pour into her life the fatherly love and wisdom that will help guide her. I wonder if this is why people resist change, why we oppose the unknown.

O.k. why am I sharing this? Let me try to make a bible connection with the following verse;

Isaiah 43:19 (Holman Christian Standard Bible)
Look, I am about to do something new; even now it is coming. Do you not see it? Indeed, I will make a way in the wilderness, rivers in the desert”.

Here the question is asked “do you not see it?” The query is rhetorical in nature, and suggests that this change is so obvious one cannot help but notice. Now to my point; do we as believers recognize the changes in our spiritual and corporate church culture? When God begins to move will we be in a position to recognize and more importantly act upon the reality of said changes? Or will we be like my example with my daughter; caught off guard finding ourselves with limited time to respond appropriately to a new reality?


Let us pray that we remain alert to the coming of the Groom!

Luther.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

“Recompense”.

Myself and the wife were looking at our calendar today, trying to plan this year’s family vacations. While we were discussing a specific trip possibility, she asked the question – is this (trip) going to be in addition to camping this year or in lieu of? That got me to thinking of 2012’s campout; I had such a joyful experience with my family that I was compelled to record some thoughts from that day.


This camping trip started off horribly, it was so hot that my irritability brought my wife to the point of suggesting we pack up and go home! But after a few hours my heart softened and we redeemed the weekend. When people ask me why I love camping so much this is what comes to mind.


[From 2012] - Camping this weekend; I piled the kids in the back of the SUV, and with the hatch up – in full sail, we paraded through the campground all eyes upon us, progressing upon our mission for something as mundane as ice for the cooler. By neglect, there was some worship song playing on the radio; it was in this context that I felt God speak to me, “You’re blessed through your family”. It was in this of all moments that I had a revelation of the un-deserved blessing that has been imposed upon my life. It was here that I was king on the mountain; it was here that I knew only God can do this. Only He can take the lonely and insignificant and make them feel like a king in the midst of the most trivial of activities.


This is the power of the God I serve!



Luther

Monday, March 10, 2014

Bushcraft: “Greenland Wax”.




Thought I would share about my experiments in making Greenland wax.


From what I gather, there has always been a need to waterproof clothing and other fabric items. As man was quick to find out that wet clothing makes for a dreary existence, several innovations in waterproofing were developed. For my purposes I am focusing on a technology called Greenland wax. No I am not a historian and the origin of the name does elude me, but that’s not why you’re reading this anyway.

My interest in bushcraft / woodcraft has led me to procure some cotton canvas bags for wilderness use. This type of bag is usually easily found and most importantly – inexpensive. They do have a drawback, in the wet they turn into a sponge! Not so good if you want your stuff to stay dry. So I needed to waterproof them; enter Greenland wax.

The recipe:
Now an internet search will yield many recipes for this, each effective (I assume) yet varying in results. The typical Greenland wax recipe is as follows:

90% paraffin wax and 10% beeswax.

This does have a tendency to yield a waterproof yet stiff final product – especially in the cold. I wanted a pliable yet waterproof final product so I had to research an alternative recipe to accomplish this. What I found is that the more oil you add to the wax the less stiff the final product. This does not affect waterproof ability, but it may diminish the wear ability of the treatment causing the need for more frequent application. This would be subject to the specifics of how the article was used as well. This does not concern me as reapplication is very easy and making the wax is inexpensive as well. The other thing I need to mention is the type of oil you use is important in that some recipes will call for a type of oil that may be subject to rancidity. After hearing from those who use essential oils in homemade laundry soap complain of foul odors in (washed) stored articles, is became obvious that my oil selection needed to be something that would not go rancid over time. My recipe is as follows:

3oz Beeswax, 7oz Paraffin wax, 7oz Mineral oil

The beeswax was sourced from the local health food store. And the paraffin wax is the easy to find “Gulf wax” brand. The mineral oil is from any pharmacy (used for digestive issues!) – Total cost for all was about $10.00. This has left me with enough wax to treat many bags several times over. As an aside if I did need to make more all I would need is more beeswax (about$4.00) as there is plenty of oil and paraffin left over.

The process:
Use a double boiler to melt all your wax first. It does help if you grate the wax blocks first, but is not necessary. Once your wax is completely liquid, gently pour in the oil; (be careful here if you’re working with an open flame, oil + Flame= not good!) this will temporarily harden some of the wax. Continue to melt everything until its one consistency.

Application:
Before you get started know that this will darken the color of your bag / fabric, similar to the color it would be when wet.


There are two ways to apply the wax to your bag. 1) Using a brush apply molten wax to fabric. I elected not to go this route because it may cause “loading” of the cloth, basically you end up with excess wax that rubs off on everything the bag comes in contact with. (Once the excess is gone this will no longer be an issue). 2) Allow the wax to harden and hand rub the wax onto the fabric. It should leave a glossy look to your bag (don’t worry were not done yet). Now that your bag is all waxy and terrible looking; find an old pillow case. Place your bag in the “bag” and tie off the end of the pillow case. Place it in your dryer for about 30 to 40 minutes on a high heat setting. What this does is warm and tumble the whole works so as to let the wax wick into the bag – waterproofing it and leaving no surface residue to foul other things.

The beauty of this method is that if your initial treatment was insufficient you can just repeat the process, same goes for future re-coats. I like this method because it gives me more control over the final product (although it is a bit more work with the hand rubbing).

Conclusion:
This is a great project for waterproofing any cotton / canvas materials. Two out of two discerning consumers agree!


Note: unexpectedly the wax also has other uses as a skin moisturizer sans “girlie smell” (think “Chapstic”). Just rub it on your skin where needed. I may even explore how well it works with various flint and steel tinder’s.

Hope you enjoyed this write up.

Luther

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

“Finding a life worth saving”.

I’ve been having some difficulty with time management lately. I’ve been so busy (even by American standards) that so many things are falling by the wayside undone. Personal goals and desires are left to stagnate in my proverbial “bucket”. Quite frankly this has bothered me, especially as I am getting older. With a marked loss of energy and physicality; I’m starting to become more aware that some of the things I’ve put in the “future” category very well may be so far out as to go unfinished.

These points have caused me to reflect on the overarching path of my life; who I want to be, vs. who I am. What I find so troubling is that I may run out of time to become who I want to be. Which in turn, causes me to question the sanity of pursuing a path that may not get me to my intended destination; my road to nowhere. And to pour salt into this perceived wound; I came across this verse.

Matthew 16:25 (ESV)
For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

There is a high cost to pursuing the Christian life; one of those costs is time. The time spent at church “whenever the doors are open” costs time with family, time for rest, and time for personal pursuits. Biblical education, and serving the community both within and without the local church all have the same effect upon time. And yet these things keep me on the path to the manifestation of a life that points to Christ. Abandonment is not an option. And so it feels that I am losing my life for the sake of Christ. Surprisingly this does not fill me with abundant joy, on the contrary – lately it feels like mourning. Mourning a life I desire yet may never have.

So why don’t I quit? Why not get off this train? Because I believe that this is God’s best for me, that His desires for my life will prove more rewarding than anything I could aspire to. Adopting another’s will over your own is a hard thing indeed. I can understand how some may be tempted to walk away from the faith. What I find most disconcerting is that I’m not as far removed from that temptation as I had once believed. And there lies the tension of the Christians walk.

Luther

Saturday, March 1, 2014

“With persecution”.

Mark 10:30 (ESV).
“Who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions, and in the age to come eternal life”.

It’s curious how many have missed those two little words near the end of this verse. We look to God for a multitude of blessings, for all our provision, we preach of his great benefits and yet forget how Jesus himself said we would get all these things "with persecutions”. How is it that we expect to live in a fallen, broken world that has shown itself to be hostile to the very idea of a sovereign God. A world that has been at best antagonistic toward his followers, at worst has bestowed the cruelest hatred upon kingdom citizens. If we live in such a dark place does it not occur to us that we may experience difficulty?


This gives me pause, and causes me to reflect upon what it means to be a Christian. I see those that abandon their faith at the hint of persecution. Or wander when the Lords blessings seemingly “dry up”. I wonder; have we truly counted the cost – the cost of being a believer in Christ? Or is our faith rooted more in the offerings of his hands than in who he is. Are we prepared to face the persecutions of this age?


Even still there is hope; for in Christ we can overcome this world. In Christ we can have peace in the middle of the storms of persecution. We should never think that life with Christ is an easy trouble free one, quite the opposite. The high call of Christianity requires a level of strength, conviction, and fortitude that many are unwilling to cultivate. Thus staying in Christ keeps us centered in our hope. Hope that transcends our circumstances; hope that rises above our difficulties. Hope that leads to eternal life in the age to come. We are promised trouble, but we are also promised victory.


If today you find yourself wavering in one of life’s storms, be encouraged in the fact that the God of all creation has come down from the heights to carry you through. Let this world continue to stand against His chosen – though they slay us they can do no harm. For He desires that your life be one of victory and joy in His presence; and he will see you through to that end.



Luther.